forcing the love band on:)

BOO.
yesterday, while in the drama studio playing with mary this was what happened.
mary ran and anaage to jump 1 leg on each step.
so me, obviously went to try, first time cannot, tried again.
so, lost control after the biggest step and fell and scrape my knee, hit my cheekbone and shoulder. pain pain:(
mary told me i should never ever run again. should walk carefully.

today, during pe, while playing netball, my feet got stuck cuz the ground was so rough and some friction occurred and SO,
i fell.
andd, sprained my ankle.
the pain was so...pain. i wanted to cry. but couldnt cry. the pain was just throbbing and sprainy pain.
lijuan thought i was faking cuz i was laughing and sorta crying at the same time. i was not mann! it was just pain i have never felt before that made me cry and laugh.
i donno. im just really weird.
so, mr yeo came and told me DONT MOVE! but i felt dumb sitting in the middle of the court so i hobbled to the bench. he came and told me i should not hop cuz i might sprain the other leg too.
he gave me an ice pack and yorklyn helped me hold it there, i felt really really awkward. hahha.
then jeanjean helped me hold it. then mel.
after pe was music! omg. the way there was like so, omg.
so mel started counting the steps i took to reach, in chinese, english, then dino counted in german.
THANK YOU MEL, DINO, JUAN, AND MARIE FOR HELPING ME THEREE:) YOU'VE BEEN A GREAT HELP!
we finally reached, after 20mins of hobbling.
moira saved a seat for me. THANK YOUU:)
after music was recess! AH!(stairs, slopes, turnings, metres)
so i hobbled back to class with juan and marie.
marie had xiyouji so she had to leave.
i decided it was best to stay in class.
so i did. and watched van's grp perform xiyouji.
lijuan helped me but fruits to eat.
we just had food and nutrition talk SO I ACTUALLY RESOLVED TO EXERCISE AND EAT HEALTHY.
but, the stupid ankle had to break today.
my grandma helped me rub it, she told me if i saw a doctor it would be 10 times harder.
she press, i cried. she told me its ok. i cried.
she becomes gentle, then HARD. i cried.
and cried.
then went to sleep on the sofa. when i woke up, my whole foot was swollen even worse and pain was worse than everrr:(
i wanna go to school tomorrow:(
i hope my stupid ankle heals.

p.s: any idea how hard bathing is?!

FREAK.
now everything is still in chinese.
but nevermind.
wo de hua yu hen hao suo yi mei kuan xi!
my shit relative thinks i love him.
he is currently singing.
un-nicely.
he should sing barbie girl.
since his stupid voice so high pitched.
im gonna disown him.
YOU SEE?
:)

YAY!
we are finally finished with xiyouji.
moira refuses to ting wo de hua that she should use chimology in the performance.
trying really hard there not to shout at her, or quarrel.
my holy words of wisdom. lols.
but never mind.
we compromised:)
thats how good friends operate?
righttt?!

juan has a LOVER.
omg.
thiss time.
its the correct sex!
haha.
nicole plays match maker.
as usual, our project started with moira blahing on some rubbish guys.
urrghh.
haha. perhaps she's sounding more and more despo.
lols.
then, moira started dancing then she started telling eevryone how she looks like louisa loo. hmmph.
right.
okkk.
so we can say only 50% of time in on project.
you know i realise i can work really well with juan only.
we manage to concentrate 90% during the scrpit writing.
yepp.
nicole yue didnt come. and why?
cuz she has a movie and shopping going on. and we told her LATE and THEREFORE, she cant come.
i mean what shit.
isnt like like obvious that we will have rehersal on monday?!
so everyone practiced without her and she would sorta be lost.
im not happy.
not at all.
my dad's not allowing me to be on comp.
so freakin unfair.
its is because i don't know how to fix the damn webcam.
and "refused" to try.
not true.
i did. but theres somethign wrong with it.
so he tried.
and tried.
and guess what!
no. cant be fixed.
and its all nicole's fault.
and she should be banned.
but i dont freaking care.
im blogging.
cuz.
i don't think im wrong.
andd, he wanted me to remove my friendster photos.
like what the hell.
i pretended msn was friendster and removed msn photo.
im smart:)
ok. fine. i sinned.
but no freaking wayy im gonna remove it.
you know,
if he sees this im gonna die.
but i suppose my life is boring,
so he wont care.

i think i sound like some angst-ridden teen.
which i am not spose' to be.

i am ACTUALLY,
SUPPOSE TO BE,
really happy.
yeah.

im feelin pissed at everyone.
pissed at myself for not throwing better.
pissed at people who have no EQ.
pissed at unfair parents.
pissed at my emoness.
pissed at my the freaking chinese words on blogger.
pissed at the fact that we haven't really rehersed properly. since some ppl didnt come.
and pissed at the people who treat me like toilet paper.

i seriously had enough.

im gonna take a breather.
and chill.